So, hye guys !
I'm back again, here. Y'know, wherever I go, to tumblr, to twitter, or to any websites, I'm gonna be back to this blog after all. So, I ended my high school few weeks ago. The last paper was Biology and it was tough. I mean like, real tough. Let's just pray that I get the best results for all subjects. And not to forget, to everyone who sat for their SPM this year. Amin :)
Before school ended, there were so many things that I listed to be done during this break. But, I think I lost the list already and the list in my mind was gone also, so during this holiday, I seriously have nothing to do :/ But I still can remember some of it like, cupcakes class, photography class, driving class and all those classes ! -.-' Frankly speaking, I am not really into driving. Like, I don't really care if I have driving license or not. Because I think, I have 3 sisters and a brother and Babah and Mama , which make it a total of 6 persons that can drive me anywhere! HAHAHA
Oh, me and Farhana are about to open up an online shop! InsyaAllah, if we could make it. We don't promise it but we'll try our best to make it happens! And Babah seems like having no problem in giving us some money to start up the business. That's good. Again, let's just pray that the plan will go on. Amin
Erm, so, I had been thinking about my future. I told Mama that if I got the opportunity to further my study overseas (InsyaAllah, Amin), I will choose to NOT to go. Mama was shocked :O Yeah I know, shocking, because eversince I was born, and eversince I knew that a job as a doctor existed, I really really wannabe a doctor and since I was 6 or 7, I told everyone that I want to be a doctor and I want to get into any university in Egypt. And look at me now, I'm 17! And suddenly I want to cancel off all my dreams just like that. I told her that I had enough 5 years of growing up without family and being in a boarding school, not in home, without family. I almost cried on that time but I tend to make my bajet-comel voice to prevent me from crying. But my eyes can't lies. They were already glistened with tears. But I know, my parents know the best :) She told me that I am their last hope, they are counting on me, and they want to see their child (I mean, this child) to study overseas. They know my abilities and they know I can make it (InsyaAllah).
Let's pray that all my efforts and our efforts were worth it. Let's pray that He will give the best for us. And at the end, what He gives to us is the best even if we think it is not. He knows the best, Allah itu Maha Adil lagi Bijaksana.
Salam.